Thursday, September 17, 2009

Raven's Beautiful Disaster

The title "Raven's Beautiful Disaster" was chosen not because my name is Raven, but because for as long as I can remember that is what I've wished my name was. I wanted to name my daughter Raven but I never had one. I have 3 amazing sons instead. Beautiful Disaster came about because I have such a beautiful family, but it seems like everything I do or touch turns to be the biggest disaster ever.

Right now I'm just trying to find me. Trying to find where I fit in & what my purpose is for this life. Trying to find my own style, my own niche. I want to be myself & be happy with myself. Right now I am not. I don't like who I am. I'm tired of Myspace & Facebook seems so "fake" anymore. I'm trying something else. So come along for the ride. It should be bumpy if not a roller coaster.